So....how is it gonna be?

How is it gonna be?
Should I go home to visit my gramma?
Feeling guilty (agaiiiin....), sometimes i think that i never sincerely visit her. The last time i visited her because i wanted to go to see art festival with my friend yolla.....hahahaha....
And now, i doubt that i would go home only to visit her because in my mind poisoned with curiosity i want to make sure what that psychic said the other day. What a thought...
Anyway...i don't think that i can go home, because i have been in jakarta (work) less than a year meaning that i don't have the right for furlough. Damn....