Sick and Tired...

I'm sick..... and tired...
I have a headache... and i don't get enough sleep at night. I still have this jetlag from my journey to Holland. I wonder how pilots, co polits, and stewardess deal with it...supreme people !!! I'm so proud of you...
Today, it's not really a good day for me. Not that i disgraceful to the Almighty who has given me a lot..but really... i don't feel well... i almost throw up on a bus this morning..
Soon, i'll start my "real" job. I think i would not really gonna like it... somehow i can smell the bad odor of the environment and i hate that... especially the fact that i'm not gonna make this job as my life time carreer or whatever...
I need some time off...
I need Sam...